The smile on your face...

Sunday, July 04, 2004

okie, I've got alot to write here.. It goes back to last friday, 02/07/04.. That very morning 9am, I'm supposed to meet Gerald and Kevin(?) at the bedok gym for a work-out session then after that accompany gerald to go school for some pw stuffs.. BUT.. yes, to all my friends who know me very well, I sleep through again.. And while I'm sleeping through, I think I heard my hp ringing and instinctively "silence" it.. I appreciate Gerald's effort as he know i'm lidat then still bother to call me alot of times.. but unfortunately, my hp wasn't charged and he called for around 3 times then my hp automatically shut down le.. That makes me think of Kevin calling me furiously that time.. I only pick up his call on the tenth time.. Cos I thought he was in a trouble or met with something, or else won't be so determined de.. budden i'm wrong.. okie.. Continue with that day.. I think I really pissed Gerald and gang off that day cos I believed Gerald must have been so lonely with no1 to hiao with.. (although I joined u all at sam's house later.. which is a very fun session lah~) Then when I wake up at 2pm, I know it's doomsday as I charge and on my hp.. T received around 10+ missed calls and 3 of them from Gerald, 1 from Kevin, 1 from xiang rong and 5 from my mum.. My mum has given up asking me to pick up calls.. Cos I always don't due to 1.can't feel the vibration, 2.ringtone too soft 3.silent mode 4.I'm sleeping.. But she told me something which I never thought before and I believe I'm going to answer all calls in the future.. She told me:"What if one day I die on the streets and people want to contact you?" OH MY...... By only THINKING of it scares me to the core.. I totally freaked out by the thought of my love ones leaving me.. SO.........

Yesterday, we're supposed to watch Spidey2 and Gerald, xr, kokyong have volunteered to call me.. not that they want to.. budden they need to cause they know my bad habit.. really really have to thank u all for that.. However, I didn't wink my eyes that morning(?) from 12:30am to 8am cos I'm very very afraid.. I'm not sure bcos of what.. I think maybe bcos I'm afraid of disappointing u all again.. So that very morning I lie on my bed staring into the space.. In the end, I end up smsing the 3 of them telling them I wake up liao.. But I really appreciate their thoughtful-ness(is there such a word? hmm..) and everything went quite smoothly after that.. except that Gerald take some time to arrive at macs.. budden still better off than me lah man.. lol..

To Kok Yong:I'm sorry if I'm very unglam at macs.. Cos I need to dry my hair maH!!! of cos bring a towel with me lah.. But however unglam i am rite, I'm still more glam than you.. don't worry.. lol..

To Gerald:hey.. I apologised so many times, so you also quite sian le.. so I shan't say anything anymore.. Just that I agree with PeiYing.. Your friend on the train is quite cute.. yep.

To Xiaohan:This reminds me of alot of incident when I wake up late to go out with you.. *sobz* But you're still there for me.. I love you lots.. *hugz*

To Xiang Rong:Thanks for assuring me that day.. I think I really can't live without the eunos gang.. Thanks so much!!

To Howie mama:Thanks for calling me to wake up that day though I'm on my way to makan breakfast with the eunos gang le.. You taught me well.. hehehe..

To BK:That reminds me of the day we're supposed to take the Math C paper.. Thanks for waking me up.. Although I slept for around 5 mins more.. lol.. I believe I'll miss that paper if you didn't wake me up lah.. However, the paper.. Take and don't take it's the same.. lol..

To Ying Chun:hehe.. You're also one of the people who called me to wake up before every outing with NGTAJ.. 6 years le leH!! hehe.. But we've known each other for.. hMM.. 13 years le? hehe.. I'm so proud of that~~ btw, can i go your house and borrow your oven? hehe..

To my beloved mum:Thanks for waking me up every morning to prepare for school.. Thanks for trying to call me everytime although you know I won't always pick up.. Thanks sorry for worrying for me everytime I'm outside.. Don't worry.. Although I'm forgetful, BUT I'm not blur.. I won't listen to strangers de.. ;) You've brought me up well.. *huGz*

To my beloved dad:Thanks for being my papa bear and Ali to drive me to school every morning.. Thanks for letting me hide behind you when mum is going to scream at me.. Thanks for doting me endlessly with.. haha.. *stares* You know me very very well lah pa.. lol.. *stares again*

To my beloved ac sister angie:Thanks for making my life not so sian.. although you may be abit irritating when it comes to night time.. When you started performing your singles in your 30-turn-3-year-old voice.. hahaha~ But I'm proud of you cos you've got xiang rong to be your no.1 fan.. You're the one who always give me good advice.. Thanks for letting me to sleep with you after watching horror movies.. Love you.. *muakz*

To my beloved Jeremiah:lol.. although you've slammed me, spin me around and throw me around when I'm young.. I enjoyed it very much laH.. so fun~~ hehehe.. You'll always be my one and only Michael Jackson aka Undertaker aka Wang Jie.. Thanks for letting me hide behind you when mum's trying to spank me that time when i'm very little.. hehehe.. Why is she spanking me anyway? hmmm... Thanks for letting me play with your remote controlled toy car and thanks for cutting apples for me every now and then.. and i just remembered.. YOU GOT THE SAME HABIT AS ME..

To my beloved Kelvin aka ah-kow:haiyah.. Don't feel like thanking you leh.. hahaha~~ okie laH.. I think throughout the years, you're the one who really "grew up" together with me laH.. cos our age is the nearest.. although you're still older than me by 6 years.. You always share everything with me.. while I remember when I'm little, I always bully you de.. hehehe.. But I remember you seemed to be quite happy after being bullied by me loH.. I remember you pinching me until blue-black den mum screamed at you.. lol.. although now, I also got bully you by acting angelic in front of papa bear and angie, but jiejie always side you de mah.. heng i got papa bear.. hahahaha~ although he know I'm faking, but he fake with me mah.. cos I'm cuter than you.. lol.. don't sleep too much ah!! wait.. that reminds me of bk!! lol..

To myself:Thanks for surviving and eating apples everyday.. Thanks for knowing how to love yourself and love others..

+Listening to+: gu dan bei ban qiu - Ocean Au
+Mood+: Thankful

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