The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand
Says you'll catch me wherever i fall
You say it best...
When you say nothing at all.
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Am i making a correct decision? Will I regret it?
I feel that I don't know myself anymore. I can't make up my mind. I'm so indecisive. I don't feel good about this. I've been waiting. I've been trying. I don't know if I can continue this any longer. It's too mind consuming. It's been the third day and I haven't spoken much to my family members. I'm just too tired to speak no matter if it's after having whole lots of fun, stoning at home for the whole day, or just came back from school. My sis is getting pissed by my attitude. I don't want that. I'd rather her to act like a kid so I can feel more comfortable. In spite of I need not speak. I'm getting more and more afraid of myself. I would have tons of unpleasant ideas that came running through my head like nobody's business. I even feel like acting out those unpleasant ideas. It's very unexpected that I will react this way. I always thought that I'll be contented and not be fearful even if the world turn its back on me. Well, that happened to me twice before and I still walk it off beautifully. This time. I don't think I can anymore.
left a drop of tear @ 10:15 pm